Opening to Your Light

Greetings, dear friends.

What an honor to be here with you in this moment!

I am indeed the one you know as Mother Mary.

Ahh... Such a beautiful honor to be here with you today, dear God!

Oh, people call me the Mother of God, because I birthed Yeshua in that lifetime two thousand years ago. But indeed, dear friends, I am just one of you.

I've been part of this project for so long. Since the times of Atlantis. Since the times, actually, long before Earth even existed, I have been one of you. Searching, seeking, looking for the solution. Looking, as Yeshua put it, to grow up. To discover the secrets of life and of existence.

Oh, indeed, we were like children back then. We knew nothing, in terms of what humans consider to be knowing. We simply existed.

And as we began our adventures and began playing with ourselves and having these experiences, and playing with each other, we played like children.

We had no knowledge of how energies work. We didn't even know what energy was. We just knew that all these creations kept popping into existence around us.

We started to get the feeling that they had something to do with our own imaginations, but we didn't even know what that was at the time.

So we explored. We played games. We fought wars.

Oh, nobody could die, but we learned how to blow them off into some distant corner of existence. Or better yet, in our opinion then, to capture them and feed on their energies.

We had no idea what we were doing. We were just being children, exploring life, exploring existence, until eventually the energies began to slow down and we got scared. At that point we got together and we said to each other, “Something is wrong and we need to find out what it is.”

So we decided to create this place, you call it Earth, off in the back corner of a distant part of creation. We created this place where we could go and embody ourselves, and replay those battles and those games and those experiences, slowed down and repeating for as long as we wanted, so that we could come to an understanding of what these energies are and of how they work. And of who we are and what our nature is.

Yes, each one of you here today, each one of you watching this, you were part of that. You were among the ones who came in as soon as Earth was ready, who came in to experience this incredible new way of experiencing life.

Then we had a whole new reality to get used to and to learn how it worked, and gradually we began to understand little bits of it. But as dear Yeshua said, it was so hard to bring that knowledge into the human experience with us, because part of the setup here was to forget.

And so we created this being. We all took a part of ourselves and put it in the pot, so to speak, and mixed it all together. And I volunteered to come to Earth and be the mother of that child, and I was the one who was lucky enough to be chosen. So I came in, and I birthed him.

Oh, there are lots of stories about how that happened, and we are not going to go into those today because they do not matter.

Was I a virgin? Was there a man involved? Who cares? It doesn't matter!

It only matters from the human perspective of power, because those ‘special’ stories tend to lend power to the people who come up with them. So we are not going to play that game.

It doesn't matter how the birth happened. It didn't change who the being was coming in. He was your creation, our creation, and he came in with a specific purpose: To plant the seed, as you call it. The seed of Christ Consciousness.

Oh, but let's get much more specific than that. As he said earlier, it was indeed the seed of hope. Hope for humanity.

For you see, humans had gotten so lost in the density of this place. They had almost lost hope. You had almost lost hope.

And when people lose hope, they fall apart. They give up. Life stops working for them.

And you see, there was this interesting dynamic that we had built into the system: You can't really get out of this system until you find the key, until you complete the process.

That was a safety feature. It was a safety feature to keep out the ones who were just curious, and who would interfere. It was a safety feature intended so that you couldn't just come in for a little while and get scared and run off, because oh, it could mess you up.

Being here for just a few lifetimes could really mess you up. Which, in a certain sense, made you a danger to all of creation.

Now we understand that there is really no danger, for it all works out. But we didn't know that then, so we created this safety device where, once you come into the Earth realms, the Earth environment, there is only one way out. And that is through you coming home to you. Through you completing this journey and gaining the wisdom that you came here for, and the knowledge that you came here for.

And so we couldn't have angels just popping in and out. It wouldn't have worked. It would have made a mess. It would have made a mess all over creation.

So, you went through many adventures, many explorations, and a point came where humanity almost lost itself.

Oh, you came through the experience of Atlantis, which was an era more than a place.

You came to the end of that and, oh, you had created this mind. It was a beautiful thing. It was also very limited, and you got lost in it. You made it, perhaps, a little too real. You gave it a little too much power, and it took that power and it wanted more. So it began seeking power.

Oh, all of you went through that. All of you experienced that. All of us—I did, too—went through this need for power. And in the battles and the traumas that came after that, Atlantis was destroyed.

The earth was nearly destroyed, and for a time it was almost unlivable. Some of you lived underground and some of you stayed in the other realms, for millennia. For thousands of years.

Then you finally started coming out, and coming back to Earth, and by then you were having a little bit of a concept of what you called God, of divinity, of something bigger than you. So you gave it power.

Oh, you started to see it in creation all around you. All of the mysteries, you looked at them and you assigned them to the power of some God, some being “out there.”

And of course you assigned your own consciousness to it, which meant that it became vengeful, and every time something went wrong you felt like your God was punishing you. And every time something went right, you took it as God blessing you.

You started to judge each other. If you were having a hard time, you must have displeased God. If you were having a good time, you must be in God's favor.

Eventually you boiled it down to just one God. Well, different groups had different names for that God, but for the most part, you boiled it down to one God. One supreme being.

But still, you attributed your life to that being's power and to that being's whim. And you held on to those judgments that said, “If your life is going bad it's because you sinned and God is punishing you,” or “If your life is going good...”

Ha! Oh, people had two different stories for that. One was that they were pleasing God and so God was blessing them. But if they didn't agree with that person's point of view, then it became, “Oh, you must be really pleasing the devil now, so the devil is blessing you!”

As though the energies that you call the devil had any power to bless anything. They don't, and they didn't.

So you had all these judgments. You were going through life, and people were becoming more and more into these gods, for they were convenient.

Humans love to blame somebody else for their troubles, and these gods were very convenient for that. They could take the blame when life was going bad, and they could justify your war when you felt like somebody needed to be annihilated because you didn't like them.

So, you came to this place where everything was becoming so dark, so heavy. Consciousness was low. There wasn't very much light on the planet. And you said, “We have to do something about this.”

So even in the end-days of Atlantis, as you saw the effects of this mind and of the need for power, you said, “We have to do something about this.” And we, together, began this process, this journey, of diving deep within self and finding ourselves there.

And so you came to the times of Abraham, the father of Israel you could say, and life was pretty hopeless. The people were beat down. The majority of the people were slaves. The Israelites were slaves.

Oh, at some point, like always happens when someone takes power over some group of people, eventually those people rise up and take their power back. And the Israelites did that. They moved into Palestine, they formed their own nation, and they struggled with life and with the people around them.

Oh, many of them were you. Many of you were there as part of that, because you were preparing the way. You were preparing a place. We already had this plan in motion, and you were preparing a place for dear Yeshua to be born.

And his purpose—the purpose you gave him, that we gave him—was to bring hope.

It was not to satisfy some vengeful God's need for justice. Not at all!

It was not to pay the price for your sins. Not at all!

Divinity doesn't even recognize the existence of sin. That's a human thing, and it is only a human thing.

No, the purpose that you gave Yeshua was simply to bring hope. To plant the seed of hope, and of a better future to come. A better life to come.

And he did that.

Together, we did that.

It wasn't just him. So many of us were here to help with the planting. And through the ages since, so many of us have been involved in the churches that have nurtured that seed.

Oh, through all of their perversions and power struggles and silly ideas, they still nurtured that seed of hope.

Christianity has always been about hope!

Oh, the details are highly distorted. But that doesn't matter, for the hope was there. And that hope made it possible for humanity to begin moving forward again.

Humanity was very stuck at the time Yeshua came. It was not moving forward. It was very stuck in this deep darkness.

But with that hope, the hope brought by Christianity, it began, slowly, to move forward.

Oh, that created chaos! And for a time it made everything look even darker. That's why you call it the Dark Ages.

But that was because of the change that was happening. Just like now, as consciousness rises, for a short time everything looks really dark and chaotic.

But this time it won't take hundreds and hundreds of years, because now the seed has blossomed. It has grown. The hope has grown. The vision has grown.

That hope allowed humanity to open its eyes, to begin exploring the nature of reality.

It opened you up to science. And science has its flaws also, for it only sees a small portion of reality, but it is so much bigger than what you had before!

And that, dear friends, is because of the hope that was brought by us in the time of Yeshua, and that has been carried forward by the Christian Church. And others, but mostly by the Christian Church. It is the only religion that was focused on hope.

Oh, the ideas were often silly and highly distorted. But that doesn't matter, because they still brought hope. And that was the whole purpose. That opened humanity back up, and it allowed consciousness to begin moving again.

Your industrial age came. Technology began to grow, because consciousness was growing again.

You can't have one without the other. Consciousness leads to technology, and now things are moving so incredibly fast!

Change is here, dear friends. You are in the process of building the New Earth, right here on top of the old one.

Oh, it is not about Yeshua coming back and taking all the good people to heaven.

Heaven forbid! What a silly idea! [laughter]

No, this is about you, dear friend, finally claiming your own light. Reclaiming the light that you gave to Yeshua.

Oh, don't worry, he is offering it back freely!

His job is done. He is returning to his source, and that source is you.

You, dear friend.

You are the light of the world.

You are the hope of the world.

You are bringing light to the world, simply by existing. Simply by allowing yourself to go through whatever it is you are going through.

You keep thinking you're getting it all wrong, because it's not going the way you thought it should. But you are not. Simply by having that experience, you are bringing so much light to the world!

You are not getting anything wrong.

It's just not working the way it used to work, the way the human mind thinks it should work.

And the mind... Oh, so many of you are so frustrated with it! You so want to get rid of it!

But no, it is such a beautiful thing and it has served you so well! Now you are simply bringing it back to its rightful place.

As Yeshua said, it's like your hand. It's a part of you, and for a while it thought it was you. But it isn't. It's just a part of you, and now it can be your hand again.

Your mind is such a profound and valuable tool! It has brought you so much wisdom, so much discernment, and so much experience!

So no, we are not getting rid of the mind. We are integrating it into its rightful place.

No longer in charge. Oh, that was a useful experiment for a while, but no more. Now it is simply a beautiful, useful part of you.

Now you, the real you, the soul you, the divine you, is in charge.

And yes, as it says somewhere in the Christian scriptures, the Wisdom of God is often as foolishness to the human mind, because the mind doesn't understand.

And so now, as you go through this time of chaos and of change, both inside of you and outside of you—well, you think it's outside of you, but it isn't really—as you go through this chaos of change it seems frightening. It seems horrifying at times. But you know.

You know within yourself that none of that is real. This is simply you, coming home to you.

It's like waking up from a dream. You have these dreams and there are all these things happening, and then you begin to wake up and the dream starts to fall apart. Suddenly things aren't working the way they're supposed to anymore, and you start trying to pull it back. Trying to make things work.

And then at some point you realize, “Oh, I'm waking up. It was a dream. It's not reality, it was a dream.” And then you are awake.

Sometimes it's a relief. Sometimes you'd like to go back into that dream, but you can't, because you are awake now. Now you see the whole picture. Now you see the reality within which you were dreaming.

And that is what is happening, dear friend.

You are waking up from the most intense and beautiful and amazing—and sometimes horrible—dream there has ever been, and so the dream is falling apart around you.

That's all that is happening, dear friend!

All those aches and pains in your body, that's just the dream falling apart.

All those money problems and love problems and all these things, they are just the dream falling apart.

That's all!

Because you are waking up.

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But there is something different happening now.

People have woken up in the past, and they generally left their bodies very quickly because it was too painful, and they couldn't cope with that. So they left their bodies, and you call them “ascended masters.”

And then you said, “I want to do something different. I want to stay on Earth for a time as I come into my realization, my enlightenment or whatever you want to call it. I want to stay for a while!” And so that is what you are doing.

So yes, it hurts, for you are going through that part the ascended masters couldn't deal with.

You are going through the chaos of change, of transformation.

You are going through the pain of transformation.

And that is all that is happening, dear friend!

You are not getting anything wrong.

You are definitely not being punished!

You are just walking through this experience of transformation, of the dream falling apart around you and within you, as you come home to you.

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Oh, John and Romana, along with their souls, just created this incredible class. I was there for it.

It's called The New Love (fodh.net/tnl), and it is about the key to coming home to you. The key to the completion of this journey. That's what it is all about:

Self-love. Allowing the love into your life. The love of YOU in particular, but also the love of others.

Oh, it's a beautiful class! I can't recommend it highly enough!

Indeed, I was there with them as they created it. So was Yeshua, and so were many others.

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So here we are, dear friend. Our job has been completed.

With Heaven's Cross two years ago, the doors were opened. The veil was taken down.

Your soul is managing the new energies that are coming in, so as not to blow you out. So as not to make life too painful for you during the transition.

That doesn't mean it's not painful. It is, but it is being modulated to a point that you can handle.

I ask you not to try to fix it.

Oh, if there is something... John's eyes were bothering him at some point, and he went to the doctor to get some eye drops. Sometimes you need some aspirin or something. Whatever you feel to do, do it.

Do it knowing that your soul is in charge and you cannot make a mistake, because your soul is going to turn everything you do into the right thing. It's going to turn every choice into the right choice for you, so you don't have to worry about it.

You can take a breath, lighten up, step back a little, and simply allow the experience to unfold. Whatever it is.

It is not about getting it right. It is not about turning it into something.

Oh, the human sometimes gets impatient and throws a tantrum and says, “But I want this, and I don't want to hurt!”

Yeah, sorry, but you signed up for this.

Indeed you did, and I invite you to take a breath and get over that tantrum, because it is just going to make things hurt worse.

Allow this unfolding.

Allow this experience to unfold for you.

It's so beautiful!

A point will come where you will look back on it and say, “Wow, what an incredible experience!”

Mmm...

So, Yeshua promised an experience to wrap things up.

Oh, but you are going through such a grand, amazing experience! And part of you knows that, even as the human freaks out.

So, let's take a little journey.

I ask you to take a deep breath.

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Feel yourself.

Allow yourself to sink deep, deep inside of you.

Sink into your heart space.

Notice the light there, this brilliant flame within your heart.

Allow yourself to sink into that.

Don't worry, it's you. It won't burn you.

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And now, allow this flame, this light, to expand.

Allow your consciousness, your awareness, to expand with it.

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Expand out through your body.

Expand out into the room around you.

Continue to expand.

This brilliant light! And the more it expands, the brighter it becomes.

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Allow your awareness to ride in this light as it expands out, and out.

Out through the space around you.

Out through the whole world.

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Notice how the farther out you go, the brighter you become!

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Keep expanding, out through your solar system.

Out past these machines that you have sent out beyond your solar system.

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Notice them there. Your creations!

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Allow yourself to continue to expand, out through your galaxy.

Out beyond your galaxy.

Out through your universe.

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Feel your light, dear friend.

Feel the stars and the galaxies all around you, all through you.

Feel how your light encompasses them.

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Now, you move beyond even your universe.

There are other universes.

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You expand out beyond them.

There are other realms that are not like this one at all.

You expand out through those.

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You continue to expand.

And expand.

And expand.

Out beyond anything that the human can possibly be aware of.

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Now look back, within yourself.

All of this, what you call reality and a whole lot of it you don't even understand, you can't perceive it as the human but here you can feel it, and now you start to realize: It is all you.

It is all part of you!

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It is all your creation!

Yours, dear friend. Not somebody else's. They have their own.

Oh, it's kind of along the same template, so it's similar. But it is not the same.

This is yours. It is all yours!

Even the reflections of those others that you've created within this reality of yours, they are just reflections. They are all part of you.

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And I want you to remember that, as you bring your awareness back in a little bit.

All those people you see around you, they are part of you. So maybe you can let go of the judgment and open your heart.

Even the ones whom you are ashamed of, who feel abhorrent to you. The power mongers, the monsters, all of those things.

They are all part of you.

They are all serving you!

Oh, they are reflections of other sovereign beings who are playing their own games, and they have an avatar of you in their creation.

A lot of them don't like you. But that is their creation, not yours.

And you will find, as you open your heart to these beings that you see around you... Oh, you don't have to like them. You don't have to cozy up to them.

But open your heart.

Let go of the judgments of good and evil.

Allow them to exist within your creation, within your experience, and you will find that they start to change.

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But more than anything, you start to change. And your experience starts to change. And these avatars, the ones that no longer serve you, fade away. Others appear, to serve you better.

But that is not for you the human to decide. That is your soul's creation.

For you the human, it is simply about loving yourself. About realizing and accepting that, I am okay, just the way I am.

Say that to yourself, dear friend, right now, and mean it:

I am okay just the way I am.

And I include ALL of everything that I see around me, and it is ALL okay just the way it is!

Because I am sovereign.

I am divine.

And I have been through this incredible experience, and I am bringing it to its incredible, beautiful conclusion.

And it is all okay, and it has always been okay!

I just thought it wasn't, because I forgot. And now I remember.

It is all part of me.

It is all my creation.

And I am eternal!

I can never be damaged.

I can never be truly lost, ever.

And oh, what a game it has been!

And oh, what wisdom I have gained from this!

So now, as I bring my awareness out to all of my creation, which includes everything that I can perceive and everything that I can experience—as soul, not just as human—all of these realities, all of these experiences, all of these times, all of these places, all of these people, it is ALL my creation!

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Now do you see how grand you are, dear friend?

Now do you catch just a glimmer of what an incredible being you are?

Now do you see the hope that we brought in with Yeshua, that is right now blossoming into a whole new reality?

An incredible reality.

An incredible reality where you are the creator, the conscious, deliberate creator.

Not from your mind, but from the whole you.

Not from agendas, not from power, but through discovery.

Mmm...

This is you, dear friend!

And this was the true message of Yeshua.

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More than that, it was the true message of YOU, that you brought to Earth and grounded here on Earth, through Yeshua.

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And yes, with a little help from me.

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But dear friend, you are the masters.

Oh, I am here with you, but you are the masters.

And we, Yeshua and I his mother from that lifetime, we are so honored to be with you right now! To watch as you complete this journey. To watch as you own your own consciousness.

You don't need to call it Christ Consciousness anymore.

That places it outside of you. That limits it.

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It is YOUR consciousness.

That is what you are waking up to.

That is what you are opening up to.

That is what you are in the process of integrating into your life.

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So, allow the chaos.

Allow the experiences.

Allow the aches and pains.

None of it will be more than you can bear.

Oh, you can come home anytime you want to, and you will be welcome. But then you will probably turn around and go, “Wait, I didn't mean to leave quite so soon! Send me back quick, so I can have this experience!”

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The way to have it, dear friend, is simply to have it. To allow it. To walk through it.

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Don't try to figure out what is wrong, or what you are doing wrong.

You are not doing anything wrong!

You are simply going through experiences.

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Oh, you are so used to service, to serving everyone.

So many of your experiences right now are more intense, because you are going through them for so many others. Because you want to make sure it works. You want to be the example, the light, that others can follow. And that is a beautiful thing!

Some of the ascended masters judge you for that, but even they are learning to see the wisdom in it, the love in it, the compassion.

So much love you have for humanity!

And that is what has been behind all of this: your love.

And this is another reason why you are seen as among the grandest beings in all of existence!

That doesn't mean you are better than anybody else, for they are all like you. They are all coming through their own processes of discovering themselves.

But you were the first, and you are here.

Ahh...

It has been a long, long journey.

There is a metaphor that we want to share, that we shared once before through John:

You have come through this long journey as a group, a large group. Oh, small in terms of the population of the world, but somewhat large.

The image John saw was of this group gathered in a circle, facing inward. Seeking, searching within, for the hope.

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And you have been working so hard as a group, to bring it to light. To bring it out.

And now it is done.

You have hidden away from the world in many of your lifetimes. You hid yourself away, isolated yourself, because you needed that inner space.

You turned inward. You turned toward the center of the circle.

And now, dear friend, you are turning—this whole group is beginning to turn—outward.

Some of you have noticed the changes—changes in your desires, changes in your need to get together or not—because you are turning outward.

As a group, your circle is turning outward to face the world, to face humanity, to simply shine your light.

Without agendas, without causes, without purpose, other than to shine your light.

Other than to shine this hope, this glorious light of consciousness, of awareness, out upon humanity. Out upon the world.

Not to change them, but simply to say:

We found the way.

You can come when you are ready, because we found the way.

You can play your games as long as you want to, but we found the way home.

We found the way to love, to peace, to fulfillment, and you can have it too, whenever you are ready.

There is no hurry.

It is here, when you are ready.

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And dear friends, the world is taking notice. They don't know it at the human level, but they are seeing you. They are taking notice.

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So, allow this light.

As you bring your awareness back to your human self, allow it to stay in the light all the way in the far corners of existence.

Because that is you, too.

Bring your focus back to the human, because that is what you are doing right now, but allow a piece of yourself, a piece of your awareness, to remain in all of existence.

Allow your light to shine, all the way out there.

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Oh, it is actually IN there, but it feels like it is out there.

It's the AND. It is all of it.

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For now, bring your focus back here, back to your human body.

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Yes, it's full of issues. It's full of aches and pains. It's very confused. It doesn't understand what is happening, because this has never happened before.

But it knew it was coming, just as you did, and now the time is here.

It is time to let it happen.

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Your body will find its way, for your soul is in charge of your body.

Yes, it will hurt for some time to come, because you are changing so intensely. And that hurts, because your body doesn't know how to deal with that.

Well, let's restate that. It does know how to deal with it, and it is, but it takes time. And it's confusing.

You know how confused your mind is in this process. Your body is confused too, for it is part of your mind.

So talk to your body. Talk to your mind. And remind them that all is well.

ALL is well in ALL of your creation!

I am okay, just the way I am!

Repeat that to yourself over and over again. Keep coming back to it, and mean it.

If you have trouble with that, go take John and Romana's class on self-love, The New Love (fodh.net/tnl). It will help you with that.

But keep coming back to the affirmation, I am okay, just the way I am.

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It's not about manifesting. It's not about creating. Affirmations are no good for that. Oh, they can work for a minute, occasionally, but then they hurt.

This kind of affirmation is about simply stating the truth of you:

I am okay, just the way I am.

I am grand.

I am a grand creator.

I have never done anything wrong.

I have simply walked through experiences on behalf of my soul. Experiences that brought me so much wisdom!

Ahh...

That's not actually an affirmation. That is simply a statement of truth.

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Oh, the mind gets confused. It gets into these stories and these doubts, and there is only one way out of that.

You can allow yourself to run down that rabbit hole if you want to, but at some point you simply have to stop. And you have to speak the truth:

I am a grand being. I am a grand creator. And I am okay, just the way I am.

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That is the way out, dear friend.

Come back to the truth, the actual truth of who you are.

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Not the doubtful truth that your mind thinks you are: So ugly, so shameful, such a failure.

No, that's not truth! That is a lie. The lie of forgetfulness.

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No, the real truth is: You are grand! You are God also! You are a divinity incarnate!

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You are not some nobody who used to be a frog, or fly, or whatever some religions believe.

No. You are divinity itself, incarnate within a human body.

You are grand, and you can never die. You can never be damaged.

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All these traumas you've gone through as a human, oh yes, they hurt in the moment! And they still hurt, as you hold on to them and keep replaying them over and over again. But they never damaged you, and they will stop hurting as soon as you let go of them.

That is the truth, dear friend.

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You are okay, just the way you are.

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And you are in the process of coming home to you.

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Oh, you never actually left. But it felt like it, because it needed to in order for you to create this experience.

And now it is over. Now it is coming to its conclusion.

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You are coming home to you. You are coming home to your soul.

And your soul, dear friend, is coming home to the human.

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Oh, you didn't know that was possible! But it is.

Your soul is coming home to the human, just as the human is coming home to the soul.

They are blending together.

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Oh, our words cannot possibly describe what is really happening!

But you are coming home to you. And that, dear friend, is what Christ Consciousness is all about.

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Some people think Christ Consciousness is about becoming a miracle worker, becoming a superhuman, becoming a healer, or all these truly silly human ideas.

You cannot actually heal anybody.

Yeshua never healed anybody.

Oh, he inspired a few people to drop their limits and heal themselves, but it wasn't him that healed them.

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There were things that happened around him because of his light, that people attributed to him working miracles. But he just showed up in his light, and things happened.

He didn't use power to turn water into wine. It simply served him!

The water was there. It felt his light and it said, “Oh, I want to be wine for his pleasure, and for the pleasure of his guests!” And so it was.

He didn't work miracles. He simply showed up in his light.

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And dear friend, you will find these kinds of things happening around you, also.

Don't try to make them happen, for you can't. That is the mind playing games with you. But you will find strange things happening around you.

Not too strange, because you know it's not a good time to be a spectacle. That's just a distraction.

But you will find things working out for you, and sometimes for people around you, because of your light.

Not because of your thoughts. Not because of anything you do or anything you get right.

Simply because of your light.

Mmm...

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John had an experience of that a few years ago.

He still had a business as a computer consultant. He'd been traveling, living in his van, and he had a little motorcycle in a trailer behind his van. And he went back to Santa Fe, New Mexico, one summer, to spend a few weeks helping out his clients. Some of them had been waiting eagerly for him to come and solve their problems.

And he got there, and he realized that the monsoon season was just starting. And in New Mexico, that means that almost every single day there are these intense thunderstorms with lots of rain. And he looked around at the weather and he said, “Wow, I don't know what I'm going to do here. I'm riding around on my motorcycle for it's not practical to drive the van everywhere, so what am I going to do?”

He thought about it, and he thought, “Well, I'll just have to do the best I can.” And he put his rain gear in his saddlebag and went about his business.

And for the two whole weeks that he was there, every single day, every afternoon there were downpours, thunderstorms, with torrents of rain. And not a single time during those two weeks did he need to put on his rain gear!

There were times when he would be driving home from a job, and the rain was pouring so hard and so close that he could hear it. He could hear the roar of the rain, and it was like a wall of water just off to the side of the road. But it never was on him.

After a couple weeks of that, it felt almost spooky to him. And he went, “Wow, what happened? I didn't control the rain!”

And his soul said to him, “No John, you didn't. But the rain cooperated with you.

“It saw your light. It saw what you needed, and it simply cooperated with you!

“Partly because you didn't try to control it, and you didn't get in a panic about it. You simply allowed it to be.

“You took what precautions you could, enough to help you relax a little bit about it, and then you simply went about your business in your light.

“And the rain cooperated with you.”

It was an incredible experience for John, and he's had things like that happen so many times in his life!

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And dear friend, that is how Christ Consciousness works.

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But stop putting it outside of yourself. It is not something that you bring in from the outside.

It is you.

It is your light.

It is simply something that you open up to, that you allow within yourself.

And you allow it by allowing all of you, including your darkness.

Including the things that you're so ashamed of in yourself.

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And once again we'll say, if you have any questions about that, take this beautiful class, The New Love (fodh.net/tnl). It will help you see. It will help you come home to you.

Ahh...

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Ha! John is wondering what happened to dear, soft, sweet Mother Mary?

Well, as he well knows, as you well know, the softest and sweetest woman can also be the most profound and strong voice when it is time!

And dear friend, it is time.

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And I am the Great, the Grand, Mother Mary—in service to you, the grandest of all masters!

Mmm...

And so it is.

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Blessings to you, and know that I too am always, always by your side!

Not to fix things for you, but to hold your hand when you need it.

To put my hand on your shoulder and say, “Dear friend, it's okay.”

Mmm...

And I am that I am, Mary, of sovereign service!

And so it is.

Blessings.

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And so it is, dear friends. John of Magical service, back here.

I thank you for participating in this.

Oh, indeed, no matter when you listen to this or read this, your consciousness is here participating in this class. Thank you.

And thank you for purchasing it!

Indeed, you can find The New Love on our website at fellowshipofdivinehumans.com/tnl, along with this class.

And Romana and I wish you all the best, and so much beauty!

This is indeed an incredible journey. We know how difficult it is, for we are walking through it ourselves.

But we also know how beautiful it is, and how beautiful it can be when we take the shame off of ourselves. When we allow the love of ourselves. When we allow ourselves the awareness of our true grandness, our true greatness. Not in comparison to anyone else, for that is irrelevant. It is simply within ourselves, for ourselves.

And it is a beautiful time to be here, even when it hurts!

So, blessings from us to you.

Until next time, greetings and blessings.

And so it is.